He doesn't even realize
How much it hurts
When he just hangs up the phone
Like im a piece of dirt.
He doesnt even realize
How I start to cry
When he laughs in my face
and continues to walk by.
He doesn't even realize
Why I feel so glum
When he tells me to hang out with my friends
And I tell him I have none.
He doesn't even realize
How lonely I must feel
When his friends make him act like a jerk
Cuz i'll always be the 3rd wheel.
He doesn't even realize
Why i write this poem
Cuz as I type these letters
I called, and he's not home.
He doesn't even realize
Why i sing sad songs
To make me feel like Im worth something
When my heart knows Im wrong.
He doesn't even realize
Why Im depressed a while
Cuz everytime his name shows up on my phone
I can't help but smile.
He doesn't even realize
I still sit home alone
Waiting.. just waiting..
For him to pick up the phone.