Here I am alone in the dark and gloomy streets
Sad and deserted from the outside I listen to the conductors downbeats
Oh how I beg for a better life
I wish I avoided entering that strife
You and I should have remained one
It would of helped me from suffering this in the long run
Sometimes I think back on what you and I once had
Those dazzling days it felt like we could float on top a lily pad
My choice it was to hit the booze
We all know it leads to abuse
Maybe that is why you left me
I woke up one morning finding you the absentee
No note from you at all
By 4 months I had withdrawals
I would see you everywhere I go
My life of loneliness does not follow the status quo