I’m deflated.
I’m defeated.
Not that you care
You’re too busy with everything else in your perfect life
You ask what’s wrong
You try to get me to talk
But I don’t think you’re really trying hard
I think you’re scared of what I have to say
Because you know its something bad
Something horrible
Something that destroys me every day
And you’re right
It is.
It’s my secret that I try so desperately to hide
My deep dark secret
That I want to die
I want to be done with this world
And everyone in it
I want to be forgotten
Because I'm too deflated to go on
But I would never tell you that
I couldn’t.
I could never ruin your picture perfect life
Your smile
I just couldn’t.
I’m too deflated.