You told me you loved me but it was all a lie , You told me to wait for you but you went on and died. Now im lonely with no one around to lead me on to survive , im lost in grief with no heart for success. I miss you dearly but that shouldn't matter because if you loved me the same you would've never left. As the days pass i continue to long for you, even through the pain you put me through i cant seem to stray from you. Your love was a waste but it always brought me through. No matter how far I go in life i'll always be able to feel this misery and strife. Where will i go when this pain finally does rest. Stuck in time with nothing to do. You hurt my heart but yet i still love you. The pain leaves me in tears but it was for the best i guess. But for now i must say my dear Goodbye.
I Still rely on your love even though you gave me hell
February 1, 2011