Feelings of regret start to fill my body

You constantly remind me of the things I did

Forgetting of the things I’m doing

Expect me to sit there like a shy little kid

No. it no longer works that way.

Yes. I’ve made mistakes

I refuse to relive my past every time you get mad

After a while it’s time to grow up and let it go

Church week in and week out but yet you seem to forget a main principle of our beliefs

Feelings of doubt circle my head and leave me confused

Trust is a thing of the past

I’ve grown and made progress

Instead of you doing the same you go backwards and make things harder

Never admitting to your mistakes but expecting me to admit to mine

It’s constantly insinuated that I’m a child

Why am I having these thoughts and feelings?

I just want peace and serenity

Why wait?

The past is the past

Leave it there and move on.