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I wonder

February 4, 2011
By Carolyn GOLD, Victoria, Texas
Carolyn GOLD, Victoria, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
Beautiful things come out of horrible situations. I know for a fact. Out of sadness you get a new found wisdom on how the world can look with a haze of gray clouds, how people can be senseless, how you can see the whole universe in a whole new way. And that may be hard to handle, hard to cope, hard to accept, but it is so damn beautiful if you really take the chance to realize. Out of anger, you can feel your heart beat race, with every beat it is shaking your whole being and not only the heavy steps you take. It is when you, your whole self and some power is telling you that you are alive. And that is amazing in every angle. Out of anything there is something in there that makes it incredible. Something that makes it shine. Whatever you feel is potent and it is such a blessing to be able to feel what you feel. You just have to think about it.

I wonder how long it'll take to not fall apart every time I hear your name,
especially from my lips. 
I wonder how long it'll take for me not to wonder what you're doing,
every second of every day. 
I wonder how long it'll take for me to forgive you for leaving,
when you made me believe you never would. 
Most of all,
I wonder how long it'll take for me to forgive myself being your first scar. 

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Coleyy GOLD said...
on Feb. 15 2011 at 1:47 pm
Coleyy GOLD, Mission Viejo, California
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Favorite Quote:
We do not remember days, we remember moments.
Expect the unexpected.
Life will always through you curves. Just keep fouling them off. The right pitch will come. And when it does, be prepared to run the bases.

this is really relatable and well written :)

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