You were not yourself
You were drunk and high
I understand that
What I can’t understand is why

You don’t remember anything at all
But I do remember and I wish I could forget
You said you’ll always catch me when I fall
I thought you were my safety net

I was so wrong because you were the reason I fell
I want you to know how you made me feel
You made my life a living hell

I hate myself more and more each day
For that I’ll never be able to forgive you
There is nothing you can do or say
I just wonder how you’d feel if you knew

Maybe I should have told you
That I fell because of you