This work actually is the develpoment of alot of things. I have struggled with my own self esteem and often felt what the girl in my poem feels now. I had also struggled with my relationship with food during different periods of my life. I also read a book called "Wintergirls". Which helped me to understand alot more about this problem and helped me to understand why I had felt the way I did. I had also watched a video a girl had made on youtube where she was talking about how her sister had died because of anorexia. Her sister had written a journal during her sickness and she put some of the entries in her video along with pictures of her. It was a very moving video and so I decided that I wanted to do something that would not only help other girls overcome there sickness, but also to help oversome my own self esteem issues.