Love scares the hell out of me. It always has, that vulnerability of trusting someone so completely. With that lingering feeling that they have the ability to leave you. I envy people who can love someone so completely and freely I always have to put the poor candidates through a trial run. I feel like I have no choice because when I don’t I’m always stuck in the midst of falling in love with someone who’s falling quickly out of a love that never was. It’s extremely ironic how I’m so scared of falling in love and being hurt when I’ve never even had that full experience. Only enough samples of it to know exactly what I would like to avoid.