Lately I feel hurt.
Lately I feel insecure.
Lately I feel envious.
Jealous.
Lately I feel unwanted.
Lately I feel not good enough.
Not enough. At all.
Lately I feel misunderstood.
Lately I feel exhausted.
Lately I feel blocked.
Lately I feel ignored.
and bored.
Lately I feel horrible.
Lately I feel grotesque.
Inside
and
outside.
Lately I feel needy.
Lately I feel abandoned.
lately I feel like screaming my lungs out.
but I can't.
Lately I feel no one hears me,
because it's like screaming your lungs out...
in a sound proof room.
Lately I feel misguided.
and full of regret.
Lately I feel...
it is nice to feel even if it's
PAIN.
Pain lets me know that I am alive,
if you feel, it is nice.