DOnt show me.....THAT YOU EVER CARED!!!
I HATE YOU!
You showed me things that werent ment for a childs eyes....
Happy && warm, that became cold && empty..
YOU STOLE OFF ME!!
stripped me from diginty...&& childhood
Why did you lie to me?
I closed my eyes....&& pinhced my nose...
the sight...the stench...made me sick..
You left....
you never came back...so I came too you.....
there you were....in a room....were everything turned out true...
I was right about the stench....of herirone....broke on the floor...
&& the sight of needles && white pills....made me puke......
My hair bands, rubber bands, all stretched out...
from whear you tied your ends......when you were in doubt.
I closed my eyes...counted to ten...when I couldent get out of the room....
I laid there && cried in the floor, what was I supposed to do?..
I became something a child shouldent be....
a hater, a survioir........a keeper...&& fun free
cuz what you put me threw wasent close to fun...
I still have nightmares everynight...where its me on drugs...
When I wake...I know it was a dream...but My stomach it still left queasy.....
Have thoughts left in my mind...that become very uneasy....
so Im left with the memories while you cant remember a thing...
when you get old...& forget....mine will stay the same...