i wake from happy dreams
that are my nightmares
they make me feel the pain
in my heart again and the
tears on my face i see myself
in the mirror and cant stand
the way i look or feel and
wish for the eternal darkness
that is my dreams

my dreams remind me of
the love i dont have and
leaves me with nothing
but lonlieness,saddness and
regret,and it feels like something
is broken inside that i cant fix
then i turn back over in bed
and try to find my forever in
my dreams but there's only
one way to dream forever
in eternity but i always find
a reason to stay but iam running
out of reasons