Sitting on my beside crying for so many years.My life hasn't really begun yet an iv already used up all my tears.I never had a friend nor anyone to lean on.Its as if i was born in the wrong time zone.Iv never felt a warm embrace because all my life iv been used.Parents going at it while im the one being abused.I fault them for all the flaws accumilated on my list.Reason being if they hadn't sleep together my dark skin wouldnt exist.As brilliant as I am back then I wish I could have changed family tree.Because my entire childhood was filld with so much pain and misery.That was the time when I was searchin for a skin tone that just wasn't meant to be.Now that am older iv realized black is beautiful and that il always love me.