I made a really terrible mistake

What was I thinking for god's sake?!

I overdosed on June 27, 10 on 170 pills

IBU, Topamax, and Tylenol; a person do kills

I was in the hospital for more than 30 days

They tried to save my life in many ways

And at last they succeeded and I am alive

From my long sleep to my senses at last I arrived

And now I don’t believe that I tried to end myself and me

I wanted to use suicide, and from my problems be free

But I guess I was being selfish by doing this

And from earth I was going to be missed

Now I am happy that I am kind of healthy and alive

And now I am stronger,and anything I am able to survive