Wasted Time

September 4, 2010
By break.shatter.new SILVER, Union City, New Jersey
break.shatter.new SILVER, Union City, New Jersey
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Favorite Quote:
"If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were."
When I lost my only love, my mother sat next to me and said these words to me. So now I live by them.


The kisses, the laughs, the hugs, and the missing
What was it all for?
Was it even REAL?
I remember but I don't understand, should I?

Time after time I asked, begged and cried
I asked you to stay but you simply said "Goodbye" with pity in every silable.

Why do I always remember the bad times?
Times when my vission was blurry and my voice lost.

Why do I care? Do I still love you? Did I ever love you? It's senseless.

Time after time I tried to get rid of YOU, and now that we are ended I don't see how the pain is here, it's so confusing.

But I hate what I was; defenseless and ignorant
Becuase you knew and you wouldn't explain.

You're now forgiven but I'm still hurting.

Why do I love you if you're like this?
It just hurts to be ignored and yelled at
It hurts to know that you don't feel the same way anymore
I need you, but I don't want to need you
I love you, but I don't want to love you
Not when you're like this, for it should be like before
Before when you were sweet and patient, when I could tell there was something there for me
It's all fake now, isn't it?
You're were and are fake.


The author's comments:
This verse, and quite a long verse, it was about when a boy took advantage of my feelings to be with another girl. I was hurt but I couldn't tell him because he wouldn't have paid mind to it. Life isn't always a walk in the park, and when I am hurt.

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