cant choose

I lie in bed shaking my head and i wonder why im dieing inside
You both love me cant you see your killing me slowly
One of you is my best friend one of you would die for me one of you could do anything but the other has my heart

I feel the pain and dont were to start I watch the rain falling apart

You two look at me and all i see

I love you both how can i choose
oh this love feels like abuse

i cant choose