You love her, don't you? Then why are you mad? You can't have both love and be mad at her, it doesn't work. Can you forgive and forget? Can you leave the person you love most? If you love her keep her in your heart and savor every moment. Love her don't make her mad. Do you really love her or is she just there and nothing else? When you tell her you love her do you really mean it? Tell her who you are. talk to her listen to her. She misses you are you there for her or you just rub it off your shoulders?