is it worth is to let it fall n pick it up again

lost so much gained nothing,will you look at me in the eye and say it was worth the wait n the hurt

shake it off it was nothing at all to those who've already fallen forward

they tell them dont look back dont turn back

i scream...im still back here im still stuck there..

fallen to deep to even last
this drink is my final pass,drink them a i inhale..exhale doubt ur growing frail, pulsing, pulsing dying fast; with every drink its gunna last..its gunna last

wat happened to me? wat happened to this?

slowbliss...breathless
dont label me cause im somethin im not label the words,splurge it splurge it
depressing thoughts run through my head again...

why am i who i am?