I stare down at the hard cold sidewalk and you wonder why? How could your baby do such a thing your child your kind but don't you remember you drove me to this your constant yelling you incessant screaming your never ending ignorance
But it wasn't all you the kids at school they tell me I'm different they tell me I don't fit in I really do I'm sorry about what I don't want to change black hair black clothes it's who I am why can't you just except that this hard cold sidewalk its my only relief the only way to end this pain this agony sure it will hurt at first but in the long run it will all work out for the better maybe I'll meet you guys in the next life maybe that will work out better until then goodbye I look over the edge of this tall tall building I take one step then another and I plummet down down to the hard cold sidewalk