Crying out in the night
Pain rips through my body
My memories flash back
To the day he said the words
The ones that ripped my heart in two
I sat outside the door
As she told him her lies
about our love
Tears rolled down his face
I saw him shake with agony
She walked out and looked me in the eye
Dared to give a fake look of regret
I walked in and he refused my hug
I could tell, he believed every word
The look he gave was almost of hate
He grimaced and said he knew everything
I denied nothing: There was no use
Tuning out feeling as if I was dreaming
I can't remember how, only that he did it
Ended it and walked out the door
Tears running he never looked back to see
The tears that I had and to see my face
People downstairs, they are there for me
I had to act happy, for it was my birthday
She dared look me in the eye and smile
Gave me a hug and said she was there
8 months later and its still so raw
As I look at his picture
And the ring he gave
He will always be
my first love