why i love you

Your always gone
you never loved me
you never gave me a chance
but i love you
you hurt me , you hurt mother
i cry when i see your face, when i hear your voice
but i love you
always angry, always loud,
always sad , blaming me and us
but i love you
we couldn't take it
we couldn't stand it
so we left you behind
i could still feel the bruises abd cuts
the scars in me burning
we may have left you
but you left you sadness with me

Why do i love?