feeling sick to my gut
can't move myself up
head feels like i've been kicked in
i try to stand
see everything spin
i walk almost fall from faint
touches of needles in my skull
can't get out
traped within hate
let this pain go
send this feeling low
drop my head down
fingers getting numb
veins from warm blood to death blue
this roomm getting quiet and small
feeling of dying in coldness calls
darkness in sea, feeling falls
i open my eyes, seeing grey
hands are fast paralyzing
colors start changing but don't last
how can i rest one moment in this condition?