My pain is a never ending restless pain. I can't see the right path. I always go astray with the pain that has held me down. Im sorry for what I have done to deserve this pain but I don't want this anymore. I can't take this anymore. The way everything is going im not going to be surprised if one day a cold bullet is lodged into my head from my own hands. I know im not though because. Sooner or later the pain will die, sooner or later i will have my moment to shine.