Scars

The scars are here to remind me
They remind me of love long but forgotten
Of hate that once churned
And of anger that once boiled
The scars are here for a reason
They are not just for show
They are here as a reminder
Though I wish it weren't so
They are here to remind me that this is no dream
They are here to remind me I'll never belong to a team
I will never wake up
I will never belong
I know this all to well
I am living in my own eternal hell