Lots of times I find myself arguing with God. Trying to convince him (mostly myself) that they way I’m living is okay. That I don’t need God in my life that much. But I was wrong. I absolutely need him in my life. With out him I am nothing. I can’t live with out him. And once you learn to trust and obey him. You will feel the same way that I feel. I have been in way too many circumstances that had amplified that I truly need God in my life. I hope you understand what I’m trying to say. And I do hope that it would change your mind about God a bit. Anyway, God bless. =]