pain fills my heart. it's all your fault. i've tried time after time and it was never enough. i hate you so much for the pain you've caused me. i never deserved to be beat on. yeah i admit to being in the wrong but i still didn't deserve that. you made me scared of you. i shouldn't have ever felt that way about you. you were suppose to give me the security that a man gives a woman. but you couldn't do that. now i'm gone. my body aches everyday. my heart is full of pain and hate. why did you do this to me? how could you do this to me? i loved you more than the world. and even after all the pain and hate i still love you. why do i still love you? i shouldn't love you anymore.
the pain in my heart
January 20, 2010