the walls feel like they are closing in on me. it's hard to breath locked in this chamber. nothing changes for the better. nothings ever right. daylight turns to dark in the blink of an eye. my hearts pounding. trying so hard to get out. sometimes, i wish it would just stop so i couldn't feel anything. this chamber is sealed tight, theres no way to get out. why can't i get out? why am i locked in here? i didn't mean to do wrong. i've tried to fix my mistakes. i always fail. some days locked in this chamber are okay, others feel like hell. soon i'm going to break the lock on this damn thing. and when i do, stand clear because the world is mine.
January 20, 2010