I'm tired of pretenders,
it makes it hard for me to trust people with my opinion about something, something always happens, word gets out, and my life can get ruined in a heartbeat,I even sit alone almost everywhere I go, because I want to protect myself, keep people from asking me so many questions, but I am told that I hurt people when I sit alone, because I'm worth more than that, and that some people do respect me, I'm working on it, but I can't see it sometimes, but I will believe the one that I trust the most... my youth paster,he told me that God doesn't want me to be alone, so I'm trying to work on my confidence and I just have to be careful of what I say... But I wish I can count on all of my "friends" to not take my confidence away.