Enter my current dilemma,
my current vice,,
is of countless blames,
consisting of lies.

In this truth the pain lies,
of who is to blame,
I speak of being induced,
by this world maybe, but in this lies no excuse.

My intent, to discard ultimate salvation,
why is beyond me,
your intent, to justify,
why is beyond us all.

In this pain lies euphoria,
in these lies, lies truth,
in death, life is given,
and in constant stumbling lies imminent truth.

Thanking for pain bestowed,
in the gift of a healthy conscience,
thanking for halted damnation,
leaves me eternally resting, basking, in you midst.