My mind is all flustered
My thoughts they are all clustered
I'm having trouble living my life
The way i have planned too
So many thoughts I've kept repressed
Many thoughts making me depressed
I want them to go away
So that i do not stray
From the life i want to live
To the life I am forced to live
So many things i want to say
Just to make things okay
But when the thoughts rush in
it makes me think of back then
Making me look at myself in the past
Sometimes hoping they wouldnt last
So i can act like I don't care
But for me they're always there
Waiting to break free,
To pop out and ruin the new me