Afraid to see where this will lead me. Stuck in the past and dreading the future. To blind ro see that he is holding me. To stubborn to believe that he will see me through this day.I didn't believe you when you said you'd be there. Afraid to see that you'd actually care for me. Hurt to many times to see. Blinded by the lies i've been fed. Finally seeing that you are holding me through the heartaches of the day.