Maybe I see the light
But I'm still in a fight
Am I even right?

Am I truly loved?
Or am I falling for lies?
A past so checkered
While mine slowly dies

Children, why must I fear having my own?
Children, why must he have his own?
Why do I still feel alone?

Is this love?
Or another illusion?
Why must I wallow in this confusion?

Making love, it feels so true
Holding each other, it feels so new
Having someone to call my own, you know who

Far away, will soon be the events of today
Far away, my romance continues
Far away, will you still be next to me in the bed I lay?