Who knew that I would have these feelings?
Joy and hate resonate within me all at once.
I feel distraught how taught the rope around my neck appears.
Who ever knew that the hole goes deep deep down up and around.
I thought I could escape it and finally be free.
But it turns out to be a pipe dream for no one except me.
Who knew that I'd be the one to fall down the rabbit hole.
When everyone see the mask on my face.
And never sees the truth of a person like me.