worst day ever

why does the media chase us
why does the therapist make me crazy
why do i do what i do
i'm mutalating myself
tearing myself apart
and breaking my heart
never coming back again
it started at the age of 10
by 11 i was gone
out of my control
never coming back again
the worst day ever
happened forever
and forever it will stay
over and over it will happen
this ever growing pain
and sense of emotion
what about the other day
where the sun was bright and sky blue
i want to go back to that day
where my friends were alive
maybe i could've warned him about the accident that night...