I can't seem to remember anymore of the happiness I felt all the time when I was little.
But with that feelings disappearance in my life new emotions have taken its place.

Emotions of loss,
I lost my best friend,
And just when I was beginning to think I had started to recover thanks to a new hope,
That was lost forever as well.

Emotions of confusion.
Confusion because I thought it was my fault.
Maybe I had done something wrong,
What did I do to deserve this?

And last, emotions of peace.
Peace because in the end of my pain,
I was able to find a different kind of happiness,
All the pain I had come to know so well just seemed to be a faded and dim memory

I do get pushed down a lot,
But I am strong enough to stand back up,
Even if I am a little broken hearted