I can't believe I even thought of suicide. You should've seen all the tears I cried. There was racing thought running through my head. "What would people do if I were actually dead?" "If I weren't here would anyone care?" "If I had a funeral, would anyone be there?" I'm scared that my suicidal thoughts may turn into reality. My life means so much to me. From now on, when i feel like people don't care, I look over my shoulder because there's always an angel right there!!
February 16, 2009