So Negative

I stare into the stars, hoping to see it all. But all I see is little dots. Now, not knowing how people see shapes and consolations, cause all I'm seeing is black sky, nothing close to greatness. So I start thinking, does this reflect on my character? That I always see the worst at everything that I'm staring at? But I dont know I think Im thinking to deep, I oughta just close my eyes and drift off to sleep.