Leaving for hell

I hear them talking about the story,
Hear them talking about our story, about us, about me.

I denied at least ten different rumors very day,
I denied and cried and lied every day.

Ive made mistakes and Ive moved on,
Im done being sad and mad, I want to have fun.

Ive been lied to, Ive benn cheated,
Ive been hit the hardest when i least expected

Ive hit 50 feet under
and ive wondered

Why did i leave heaven for hell