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inject the ice. the clarity is amazing.
i hate these days.
when nothing seems right. you want to get out of this feeling
of uselessness but it decides to attach its self to
you. penetrating your most deepest thoughts.
i want to feel normal again.
where i can be myself and not care who is there ready to judge
i want to be able to start over. somewhere new. unrecognizable
i told myself over and over again. i will change but that never
happens. im disgusted by how pathetic i can be sometimes.
these days. bring me to a new low everytime. i overcome them
but how long until they consume me whole.
my clarity only lasts so long. i feel good. then
realize that all i believed in once was crushed and
has burned. the people i trusted shoving a dull knife
into my back so that the pain lingered for time
i struggle to understand my main goal.
everyone has one right.?
i count the days since my last crash. i hit
about two weeks. i was doing so good.
i have some strength left still, im not
totally lost. not going to find anything to
soften the pain. but im so desperate for a
distraction. an easy way out. but these days
things dont come cheap.
let your clarity define you in the end.