Maybe....

By , Independence, MO
Maybe I want to die,
To never wake up again.
Just so this pain will finally end.
Or maybe I want to live,
Desperately reaching out for
Someone to help me.

Maybe I enjoy harming myself,
Cut after cut to numb the pain inside.
Watching blood flow down my arm.
Or maybe I’m screaming out for help.
For someone to save me,
From what I hide inside.

Maybe I dream every night of dying.
To be free of this useless life,
No pint of me being here.
Or maybe I have a reason to life.
Just haven’t found it yet,
It could even be fright in front of me.

Maybe I like to be alone.
So no one can hurt me,
No one could have a chance to be close.
Or maybe I’m tire of being lonely.
Just wanting one person I can trust with my life,
Not afraid of being to close to them.

Maybe your wasting your time with me.
No matter what you do,
You can’t ever gain my trust.
Or maybe I want to trust you.
Its just been so long,
I’m not sure how.

I hate how I am,
Don’t even trust my won
Family and friends.
Not knowing who to turn to.
Or maybe…..
That’s just the way I like it.





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Kooper2323 said...
Sept. 10, 2008 at 4:17 pm
my name is sara and i just want to tell you that it will be ok someday, you just have to hold on tight. I loved your poem, you have a real talent, you took me back to a time when i felt that way myself. I am proud of you even though i do not know you. please, if this poem is true, hold on, life can be beautiful. someone saved me and now i know someone will save you too. Love, S.
 
FallingThisDay said...
Sept. 8, 2008 at 4:21 am
I LOVE this poem! It's fantastic. Keep writing, but also please seek someone out...
 
renrocks said...
Sept. 5, 2008 at 7:59 pm
I realy like what you wrote but if its realy how you feel just keep in mind not everyone will hurt you. There hard to find but there well always be someone who cares:)
 
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