There I stand. All alone in the dark. Over time my heart becomes dilapidatedfrom the free flowing emotions that thrash away at it. I curl up in the corner. The dark shadows in my presence barricade me and wont let me free. once again I am stuck in my thoughts. There i sit salivating over my thoughts of you. Your beauty is a wonderful virtue. Forgetting all of my idiosyncrasies corrupting my memmories. I drift off in my thoughts. There i see you. You solace my agony and those free flowing emotions. I live in my fantasies. Your voice returns me to life. We are in love. This just cant be true cause we are too young. You understand me. You get me. You morph my somber life into enjoyment and happiness. Yet life is somber. All those judgemental people out there. Ridiculing me. Making life harder then it already is. If the world doesnt change then they will all get their ramifications. This world is going to hell. All the wars and conflicts going on today. All the peace on Earth decayed and has been dilapidated. Those are the reasons why I live my life as a fantasy. To escape reality. You are my fantasy. You solace all the somber and horrible things on Earth. With all those twisted thoughts i saw. You were right there in between telling me what the right thing was to do. I cherish every moment I spend with you. Your worth all the time in the world. Life is what you put into it. Your all that I need to put into it. I slowly drift back to reality. The barricading shadows let me free and fade away. I start to enjoy life while it lasts.
Solacing Somber Emotions
August 20, 2008