Thoughts speak for my words. Silence takes over my noise. My heart screams to my every motion to be with you. My body shivers for your comfort. My mind is losing its sense. The many pieces of my broken senseless unbeating heart lay as they were forever forgotten. Everything we had been was gratefully erased. Everything we could have been begun with an end. Now I see you with blinded eyes. Never before did I see you for what you were. My misjudgement was clearly not a consent to me. The blank book is now filled with pain and sarrow. I saw us rise and fall. I am done with things falling back down. Never again will I realize what I am, for that has been lost.
July 19, 2008