....I lay in bed alone at night and wonder why I'm here.
...........I do so much for everyone....
Why don't they show they care?...
.........I met this girl who said she loved me
something I haven't heard in so long.
......She used me for my money
....what a ride she took me on.
.............There is so much hurt I feel, so ..............much anger trapped inside.
..Sometimes I wish my dad was here, but to me he's not alive.
I have no one to talk to
These drugs seem to be the only way
.............Turns out it's a lie just like the smile I put on each and everyday.
............I know outside I'm smiling, It's the face I fake for you,
But inside my soul is crying and there is nothing I can do.
I know my family loves me,
I'm there when their decisions are poor.
I'm sick of feeling like this walked on rug thrown upon the floor.
I lay in bed and wonder what the hell I'm doing here
Can I wake up from this dream?
Can I please just disappear