You will never have the understanding to see why I am so demanding
like a plane off its course I come in like a crash landing
My pain you will never be able to explain or know
So if you are here for me just please tell me or let me go
I don't cry the tears that you wanted me to
because the tears that I shed had nothing to do with you
You can't see why I laugh when you tell me your dream
Or even see that deep down I have close to no self-esteem
I make it all up as I go along
So don't try and sit there and tell me that I'm wrong
I don't need you to see the methods to my madness
Or the cause of my sudden burst of gladness
Just do me a favor and stay out of my way
Because my complexity you will never fathom anyway