I looked inside the darkest side only to find..me.. i don't remember how many times i tried and tried but i still cried..then there you were..sunlight in the darkest night.. to feel the hope rise up, up and above... yet you left me... my family and friends all watched me break on the inside, crumble on the out... but the love we had stayed.. what was i supposed to do live or die? i was the one with the secrets.. i was the one who new all of YOUR secrets.. what am i supposed to think? then i took the first drink... lovely wine.. so divine.. then wait what?? you left too.. so i might be the one who thought to bring the razor cause you never know.. what might die... and what might grow.