Sometimes I at wonder at night what
it would feel like to wrapped up
tight in your arms dreaming of our
life together and living it out
but then I realize it will never
come true because you don't love
me you left me cold and out of
breath you left me cold and flat
imaging the life I'll never have
the future torn from my grasp you
left me here to die you left me
here wishing the razors would fix
my pain and share the blame you
left me here only to cry in the
rain but I know someday that I
will be better but not today
because you left me to die way to
soon hoping I would survive not
realizing the mess you left behind
but today's the day the only
chance I have alone in the
bathroom razor in hand today's the
day all the pain drains away
today's the day I say goodbye ill
never have to say "yes, mom I'm
fine." now she'll know the truth
behind the mask that you left me
wondering what it would feel like to know you love me today's the
day you feel guilty because you
know its all your fault today's
the day I am finally at peace...
at least I think