Standing in my kitchen
making some breakfast.
but nope...
Instead,
I’m sitting in this chair feeling so
headless.

Bumming out on saturday’s,
Going out on friday’s.
Going to a beach for my anniversary.
but nope..
Instead.
I’m sitting in this ice cold nursery.

Going shopping with friends.
Driving down the street in a Bends.
That’s just a wish.

Coming home late.
Thinking that I’ve found my soul mate.
but I’m just in high school.
but that’s the tool
of showing my love.
It flies around like a white dove.
but nope...
Instead
I’m standing in ice cold room.
putting on some gloves.

Trying to make my favorite dishes.
But nope...
Instead...
I’m just making a few Grandmother’s wishes.