I try…..

I try to stay strong….
I try to put a smile on my face….
I try not to cry when I hold ur necklace in my hand….
But it’s too hard for me…
I feel like a big piece of me is missing…..

Why do I feel that way when I take it off?
Ur my everything…
I can never stop thinking about u…
Ur the one guy who has actually truly liked me….
Ur the guy who tells me that you love me…
And I can say it back because I feel that way back….

Ur the guy who sends me beautiful good moring texts..
I don’t feel like we are losing each other…
Because we aren’t we are just busy..

But even when I am busy I still am thinking about u….

U don’t have an idea of how much I miss u…
Its even too hard to explain…
I mean ur always there for me when I need it….
U never put me down…
U always try to cheer me up either with…
“I did it, I did it” or the fire hydrant story….

But in all….
Ur my everything….
Ur my amazing guy…..
And best of all….
I LOVE YOU!