It was a moment of weakness, a moment of shame
and now I cringe at the thought of his name.
I look back, and I don’t know why I gave in.
Maybe it was his sweet talk or his soft tempting grin.
I got caught up in the moment and lost in the lust,
in that moment I lost all loyalty and destroyed all trust.
I gave into temptation and ruined it all,
so I don’t expect you to answer my texts or pick up my call.
I should have been stronger; I should have just walked away
but when he said, “Are you sure?” I had nothing to say
Would it help to know I hesitated, and the whole time I was thinking of you?
or is that something you don’t wish to review.
But I will not sit here and only point fingers at me,
Because you were pushing me away, and could not even see.
I begged you to try and you just did not care
it was your negligence that brought this secret affair.
I’m so sorry that it happened, and I wish it never did.
But please try to realize this was so hard to admit.
So please accept my apology and know that I love you.
Now I’ve said all I can say, and there is nothing I can do.