So many nights wasted
So many feelings linger
So many nights I lay awake
Was I that bad of a girlfriend
Or was I just a lay?
I trusted you with my heart
I trusted you with my future
I gave you everything
But now Im the one hurting
You cried so i would believe you
You lied so i would stay
Eight months of lies
Eight months of hurt
Eight months of cheating
And breaking my heart
You were my first and probably my last
I cant trust
I dont regret you
But i cant stand you
I burned your stuff
I thought it would help
But it only made it worse
I look back and a part of me misses you
A part of my wants you to die
If you need me i will still be here
Im so pi*****
Im so sad
You broke my heart
And my heart went black
I have no feelings
I really dont care
I will never love anyone as much as you
I knew you would do this
But love is blind
I sit here and cry
Not because I care
But because I tried so hard
I gave you the benifit of the dought
When i really shouldnt have
Im so done with love
It only gets bad
You were the worst thing that ever happened to me
But you were still everything I ever wished for
You hurt me beyond beliefe
I miss you.....